Week 19 and 4 months shots

I am so glad that I have 40 weeks off from work. If I had taken full pay, I would've needed to go back to work next week. I am just so not ready! I have yet to leave my baby more than 5 hours at a time... I am dreading the day when I have to go back to work. Actually I am dreading the nights I have lectures! Semester starts in a few weeks... Kaitlyn has not been able to go to sleep at night without me so far. It will really break my heart to have to leave her at night knowing that she will likely cry for ages before she will sleep.

I took Kaitlyn to the doctors for her 4 months vaccines. She's such a brave girl now. She only screamed for a very short time. She's asleep now, I think the vaccine and the panadole make her sleepy. Just wish she didn't have to get the shots... but then, it's the lesser of two evils to be sick for a short while... or getting very sick for a long time if we don't get the shots.

It seems like everyday I see her, she looks different although I can't really put my finger on what it is really. Maybe she's growing bigger all the time, or maybe her face is getting more expressive, or she's looking less and less like me each day. Her eyes seem to differ in colour all the time, dark green/gray, brown, steel blue/black. I have no idea what colour they will end up (although probably brown...)